
i remember when
i remember when i am dead and a ghoul might distractedly nibble my stubby fingers.
i hope they are crunchy between his tapering teeth, and he takes a few to sustain him
on the deep descent to his burrow where he may save my hollow bones in unhallowed ground.
better be meat between a ghoul's teeth than a humble soul gobbling god's goodness
in that ghastly codependency - a god who depends on you and me is a frightfully feeble being
though fine by cross-dressing Rilke apparently - (it seems he had different preferences than me)
continued...
Stockholm sky
the sky over Stockholm is heavy with memories not clouds, the weather here loves us today and puts the children slowly to embedded being in a methadone heaven
where addictions bear the slovenly burden of bibles meanwhile, and our tense logic measures out minutes “during which” love happens and we become
nothing, as nothing becomes us electric. static in the terrible smiling sky, and the homo mensura thesis secondary qualities scribbled there
misspells itself like nightmares dispelled. we stand erect again and love ourselves, children still, maybe someday even
somebody else, like loving the buckled mirror in us - burdened by reflexive memories, burdened by beer and drugs,
burdened by love
i have cobwebs
i have cobwebs and ghosts in me i laughingly call memories wrapped in inadequate mourning and grotesque pederasty, secret treaties with nothing signed in scars and love, angular as a red moon, in a sky contemplating suicide; and light pours out of me like murder she decided we should die but i didn't hear her
David McLean is Welsh though he has lived in Sweden since 1987. He has a couple of chapbooks out, one a free download at Whyvandalism.com. The other, in print, can be ordered at http://www.erbacce-press.com/#/davidmclean/4527659941. He has a full length poetry collection available at Whistling Shade Press called Cadaver's dance. It can be ordered on alibris.com or on amazon.com. A second book of 128 pp is coming from Erbacce-press in august, "pushing lemmings." There is a self-published book of 109 pages at Lulu called "eating your night" - http://www.lulu.com/content/2756039. There are over 550 poems now in, or forthcoming, in round 245 magazines online and/or in print. Details are at his blog at htpp://mourningabortion.blogspot.com.
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