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		<title>Interview with Ryan W. Bradley: writer, family man, rockstar</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 23 Aug 2010 23:21:47 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Mel Bosworth</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>MB: <em>Who is Ryan Bradley?</em><br />
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<p>RB: Ryan Bradley is a figure skater. He is also a failed pitcher who spent years (and possible still toils) in the New York Yankee farm system. However, I imagine you&#8217;re actually speaking about&#8230;</p>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>MB: <em>Who is Ryan Bradley?</em><br />
<img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-6234" title="Well, hello" src="http://www.outsiderwriters.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/Well-hello-300x200.jpg" alt="" width="300" height="200" /></p>
<p>RB: Ryan Bradley is a figure skater. He is also a failed pitcher who spent years (and possible still toils) in the New York Yankee farm system. However, I imagine you&#8217;re actually speaking about the Ryan Bradley that is me. Above all things the Ryan Bradley that is me, who often pretentiously puts a W in his name, is a father and a husband. A guy who works really hard at crappy jobs and also at this thing we call writing.<br />
<img class="alignright size-medium wp-image-6235" title="Bradley is Hardcore" src="http://www.outsiderwriters.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/Bradley-is-Hardcore-300x200.jpg" alt="" width="300" height="200" /></p>
<p>MB: <em>Let’s talk about this thing we call writing, Ryan W. Bradley the non-figure skater, although if figure skating were part of your repertoire that would be rad and I might demand pictures. I still might demand pictures of you working really hard at crappy jobs because that’s even harder than figure skating and speaks volumes about character. Are you a character, Ryan W. Bradley? And why writing? Goddamn. What is it exactly about this thing we call writing? Why, Ryan W. Bradley? Tell me why!</em></p>
<p>RB: I can certainly pull off at least a photo of me working at one or two crappy jobs. Me in figure skating outfits is something I&#8217;m not about to reveal, even fictitiously. I don&#8217;t know that I&#8217;m a character. That&#8217;s the kind of thing I feel Humphrey Bogart might accuse some bit player of in a old school crime drama, and I&#8217;d much rather be Bogart.</p>
<p>As for your more pertinent question: many writers, of much higher intelligence than myself have tried to explain the compulsion to write. And it is a compulsion. But beyond that I can&#8217;t explain why. I can, however, explain how. I came to writing through injury. I always loved reading, but hated writing. I was more into sports. And acting. But when I suffered a severe back injury in high school I found myself in a lot of physical pain without any of the outlets I normally took advantage of. That is when I began writing. I was lucky to recover from the injury, but my addled brain has yet to recover from the writing compulsion I developed.</p>
<p>MB: <em>Do you subscribe to the notion that we’re exactly where we’re supposed to be? And that everything that happens in our lives happens for a reason? If you were never injured in high school where do you think you’d be now? Do you think you’d have found your way to writing through other, perhaps less painful, events, seen or unforeseen? And if so, would the association be different? Where would the writing inspiration squirt out, if not from between your vertebrae? Do you ever find yourself feeling grateful for the bad things that have happened to you in the past? And if so, doesn’t it feel goddamn good to be so wise and mature?</em></p>
<p>RB: Honestly the easiest thing in the world is to feel bad for one&#8217;s self, especially in the face of bad or hard times. And it&#8217;s not that I&#8217;m past that, by any means, but I&#8217;m getting better. I was told my whole life that things happen for a reason and it always seemed like such a crock. When I met and fell in love with my wife I realized all the crap my mom had always told me was true, and I&#8217;ve got to tell you it pissed me off a bit.</p>
<p>As for whether or not I&#8217;d be a writer without all those things I&#8217;m not sure. I think I would have been doing something creative, there are so many creative outlets that I love, I know I would have been doing something, but I kind of doubt that I was destined to be a writer. Maybe that&#8217;s me being ignorant once again.</p>
<p>But, yes, I am very grateful for all the stupid and horrible shit I&#8217;ve gone through in life, not necessarily because of the writing, but certainly because of my wife and sons, which I know only came about because of everything I&#8217;d gone through in life.<span id="more-6218"></span></p>
<p>MB: <em>Tell us about some of the creative outlets you love, Mr. Bradley. More specifically, tell us about <strong>Artistically Declined Press</strong>. The genesis? The progression? The authors? The offshoots? And do you see any correlation between your press and your family?</em><br />
<img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-6224" title="ADP" src="http://www.outsiderwriters.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/ADP-300x209.jpg" alt="" width="300" height="209" /></p>
<p>RB: <strong>ADP</strong> is a labor of love. It spawned out of two things, my love of book design (which has grown into one of my favorite outlets of all-time) and the support and encouragement of my co-publisher, dear friend, and amazing writer, Paula Bomer. We have had the good fortune to work with writers we love, which is what it&#8217;s all about for us. Ken Sparling took a leap of faith in being the first writer to work with us, and he has really become an important figure in my life, as a writer, an influence, and someone I consider a friend.</p>
<p>Between doing books and our journal, <strong>Sententia</strong>, I feel an overwhelming sense of pride in what we&#8217;ve been able to accomplish so far, and what we will accomplish in the future.<br />
<img class="alignright size-medium wp-image-6227" title="Sententia" src="http://www.outsiderwriters.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/Sententia-209x300.jpg" alt="" width="209" height="300" /><br />
Along with my own writing<strong> ADP</strong> is the most important creative outlet in my life, but there are many things that I&#8217;d like to do down the road. Including other literary related ventures, as well as one day returning to music, and even filmmaking, which I briefly majored in during college until the head of the department and I had a falling out. And I really hope that I&#8217;ll get to expand my book designing, working with other presses and writers. Is it too much to ask for me to have a media empire? Books, design, music, and film? Sometimes I have these realizations of how ridiculous my goals are and I start to feel self-conscious and like I should learn to be happy with what I have. This is one of those times.</p>
<p>MB: <em>I don’t think having a media empire is too much to ask, Ryan, if it makes you feel any better. In many ways you already have one, and from the sound of things it’s only going to grow. We’re gonna have to start calling you Genghis pretty soon, or now. Tell me, Genghis, about your own writing. What are some of your favorite things to write about? And what are some of favorite pieces?</em></p>
<p>RB: It&#8217;s good to have one supporter in my pocket, so I&#8217;ll take that vote of confidence, Mr. Bosworth. I will also accept Genghis as a nickname, because I am a big fan of giving nicknames, but have rarely been the recipient of any decent ones.</p>
<p>I primarily write about people trying desperately to get along with one another through difficult situations. I&#8217;m fascinated by the human ability to have relationships that function, especially for extended periods. I also like to write about my home state of Alaska and the blue collar jobs I&#8217;ve worked.</p>
<p>To be honest my favorite stories comprise the Alaska-themed story collection I&#8217;ve been sending out, <strong>GLACIERS</strong>, but many of them remain unpublished. One will be coming out with the <em>Potomac Review</em> at some point, and I&#8217;m excited about that, and one recently ran in <em>Pear Noir 4</em>. The two stories that I consider the best things I&#8217;ve written are still making the rounds and I look forward to the day that more people get a chance to read those. I think they will show people a lot about my work and what I&#8217;m striving for.</p>
<p>MB: <em>You’ve got some big things out there and some big things coming up, Ryan. What’s the scoop with your chapbook <strong>Aquarium</strong>? And what’s the scoop with your forthcoming novel <strong>Code For Failure</strong>? GODDAMN, Genghis! You’re a busy bee.  And feel free to babble all you want here. The floor is yours.</em></p>
<p>RB: First, you should know better than to give a writer so much freedom.<br />
<img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-6230" title="Aquarium" src="http://www.outsiderwriters.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/Aquarium-295x300.jpg" alt="" width="295" height="300" /></p>
<p><strong>AQUARIUM</strong> is a collection of my quirkier poems. It&#8217;s the middle section of my full length collection, <strong>MILE ZERO</strong> which I&#8217;ve been sending out. In the midst of that collection it acts as a intermission between the other two sections of mostly confessional poems. As a standalone I think it&#8217;s a fun set of poems that highlights a lot of my different poetic influences. From Bukowski to Peter Sears. The chapbook turned out quite gorgeous, I&#8217;m really thankful to Amanda Deo at Thunderclap for liking my poetry enough to undertake the project.</p>
<p><strong>CODE FOR FAILURE</strong> is an adorable little novel based on when I was kicked out of college and worked at a gas station. I really can&#8217;t stress how many ways the main character of the book screws up, but I can tell you there&#8217;s enough juicy that you&#8217;ll want to pick it up just to try and surmise what stupid stuff I actually did and what I made up.</p>
<p>I realized after writing the book how much it leans of the style of Kerouac. The book is part of an imagined trilogy of novels based on my college years, the others highlighting my time working in a mechanic&#8217;s shop on the Oregon coast and being the frontman in a punk band, respectively. There&#8217;s no saying if those other two will ever be finished, but they have been started.</p>
<p><strong>CODE FOR FAILURE</strong> will be out in 2012, so I&#8217;m trying to pace the buzz, but I&#8217;m really excited for people to read it and start thinking &#8220;WOW, that dude Ryan is really messed up.&#8221; In the meantime I&#8217;ll be brainstorming ways to build up the buzz for the book as it draws nearer so if you or any readers have ideas let me know.</p>
<p>MB: <em>Building up buzz can be a tricky thing but I’m pretty sure that nudity might help, and you’d be amazed at what people on craigslist will do for $20. “Always keep your camera at the ready,” is my motto. But anyway.</em></p>
<p><em>I’d like to thank you for being such a good sport, Ryan, and for taking the time to do this interview with me. Huge congrats on all of your projects, brotha. I think you’re gonna be doing some big world shaking before too long. You’ve already got the tremors going. Just one last question and then you’re free to go. I’ll even make it multiple choice.</em></p>
<p><em>One of your sons comes to the foot of your bed one night and says that he wants to be a writer. Do you:</em></p>
<p><em>A)	Embrace him<br />
B)	Cry uncontrollably<br />
C)	Push your face into the pillow and pretend you didn’t hear him<br />
D)	Other (feel free to elaborate)</em></p>
<p><em>Actually, whatever answer you pick, feel free to elaborate. I like the way you talk.</em></p>
<p>RB: At first I thought you meant me being nude, which would only work if it was a threat&#8230;. which still might be something to stew on.</p>
<p>It was a true pleasure doing this interview, and I was honored to be asked, so thank you, sir. Hopefully I can live up to this hype I&#8217;m always trying to build about myself!</p>
<p>I&#8217;ll try not to get too longwinded here, but I think the best way to answer such a question is to start with the story of what my stepfather told me. Early on in my road toward writing, making music, making short films, my first year or two in college, my stepdad sat me down and told me how talented he thought I was. Being an amazing artist of many kinds, I knew he wasn&#8217;t just blowing smoke. He told me if I wanted I could make money doing the creative things I enjoyed. But, he told me, that I was currently on the path to being more avant garde, which wasn&#8217;t the way to make money if that&#8217;s what I wanted.</p>
<p>That&#8217;s always stuck with me. There&#8217;s a choice in anything we do, whether it&#8217;s a creative outlet or otherwise. I have made the choice to follow my inspiration rather than to worry about whether or not it made me financially successful. I would pose this reality to my sons. And I would give them one other piece of advice that my stepdad gave me. There will always be better. Which means you always have to work as hard as you possibly can to achieve the type of success you want to make for yourself.</p>
<p>So, I guess that&#8217;s option D. Though I&#8217;d probably cry for them later, worried about the torture they&#8217;d be putting themselves through.</p>
<p>**visit Ryan W. Bradley <a href="http://ryanwbradley.blogspot.com/">HERE</a>.</p>
<p>**visit Artistically Declined Press <a href="http://www.artisticallydeclined.net/">HERE</a>.</p>
<p>**Quick Contest(!): Ryan W. Bradley had kindly offered to give away a free copy of <strong>Aquarium</strong> to the first person to request it in the comments below. Jam on it!  </p>


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		<title>An Interview with Brian Turner</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 16 Jul 2010 15:25:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>jessicasmith</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p><a rel="attachment wp-att-6072" href="http://www.outsiderwriters.org/archives/6070/war-poet-brian-turner-001-2"></a>Poet Brian Turner was kind enough to answer a few questions for me. And when I say questions, I actually mean meandering paragraphs loaded with question marks. Yikes. Somehow he was still able to make sense of it all.</p>
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a rel="attachment wp-att-6072" href="http://www.outsiderwriters.org/archives/6070/war-poet-brian-turner-001-2"><img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-6072" src="http://www.outsiderwriters.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/War-poet-Brian-Turner-0011-300x180.jpg" alt="" width="300" height="180" /></a>Poet Brian Turner was kind enough to answer a few questions for me. And when I say questions, I actually mean meandering paragraphs loaded with question marks. Yikes. Somehow he was still able to make sense of it all.</p>
<p>(Jessica Smith) In the wake of the best picture academy award for the film The Hurt Locker, what is your poem&#8217;s connection to that movie? It seemed like every review of the movie tried to connect your poem &#8220;The Hurt Locker&#8221; to Kathryn Bigelow and Mark Boal&#8217;s decision to title their movie the same, is there a connection? Either way, has the movie&#8217;s success filtered back to you/your work?</p>
<p><strong>(Brian Turner) Not sure about any of its success filtering back&#8211;Alice James might be able to address that question. I had no connection to the movie itself. I wrote the poem while I was in Iraq. I was there from 2003-2004 and the poem was written sometime late summer of 2004 (while near Mosul, in a small town southeast of there). My squad leader said the phrase to me, while talking about those we were fighting against: &#8220;Sometimes I just want to put them in the hurt locker.&#8221; It was a bizarre phrase that stuck with me. I wrote the poem about a week or two later, once it had brewed a bit. (I&#8217;ve since learned the phrase has been traced back, at least, to a small Texas newspaper article in 1966. So it&#8217;s not a new term. Still&#8211;I&#8217;m certain my boss also sort of made it up on his own in a kind of cycle of invention, without knowing the term outside of himself.)</strong></p>
<p>(JS) You&#8217;ve been compared to Bruce Weigl and several other great war poets. In Weigl&#8217;s memoir, The Circle of Hanh he says, &#8220;The war took away my life and gave me poetry in return&#8230;the fate the world has given me is to struggle to write powerfully enough to draw others into the horror.&#8221; Do you identify with that? Did you feel the need to draw others into your experience?</p>
<p><strong>(BT) There are things that need to be remembered. There are things we, as a country and as a people, are now very much responsible for and responsible to. It is my hope that we will not allow the sand to wash over, the next news cycle to cloud our memory, to dilute our resolve to attend to that for which we are responsible.</strong></p>
<p>(JS) I read that early on, the title for Phantom Noise was going to be Talk the Guns, what does &#8220;Talk the guns&#8221; mean, and why did you decide not to use it?</p>
<p><strong>(BT) I was a an infantryman in the Army. Talk the Guns is a phrase soldiers use to conserve ammunition during a firefight (while still keeping a continuous and steady rate of fire). Each soldier fires their weapon in a given sequence while the others wait their turn, basically. While writing the book, I realized that it wasn&#8217;t the right direction for the book. I needed something that spoke of ghosts, of being haunted, and of being the one who haunts others. This is the war after, not the war during. Also, at a more fundamental level&#8211;I needed to put the guns down. I no longer wish to give the order for others to fire.<br />
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(JS) This book has these beautiful/disturbing couplings of poems. I&#8217;m thinking of &#8220;Puget Sound&#8221; followed by &#8220;Al-A&#8217;Imma Bridge&#8221; where  it feels like you tie The United States and Iraq together with the dumping of bodies into water.  Was Private Reynolds from &#8220;Puget Sound&#8221; a real or fictional soldier?<span id="more-6070"></span></p>
<p><strong>(BT) Real, but&#8211;the events in Puget Sound slightly different than here (even more complicated) and it&#8217;s a long, long story to tell.</strong></p>
<p>(JS) &#8220;Al-A&#8217;Imma Bridge&#8221; feels like a plea to us to learn about and understand the people of Iraq and their history. The idea that the dead and the djinn awake to whitness these people falling and drowning into the Tigris was haunting. Did you know about djinn while you were in Iraq? Did you have an interest in Iraqi history before you went to war?</p>
<p><strong>(BT) Thanks&#8211;exactly what I was hoping to do. And yes&#8211;I was very interested in Iraqi (and Mesopotamian) history, art, culture, etc. prior to going to war. My going there heightened my interest and has since added to it.<br />
</strong><br />
(JS) Your poem &#8220;THE DISCOTHEQUE&#8221; is dedicated to Tony Logouranis, a retired Army interrogator and author (he co-authored it) of Fear Up Harsh: An Army Interrogator&#8217;s Dark Journey Through Iraq. In your notes it says that you only realized your connection with interrogators like Tony after reading his book. I found that interesting, do you think the Army operates like that, one hand unaware of what the other is doing? Did you think about what happened to the detainees after you handed them over at the time?</p>
<p><strong>(BT) Ah, I probably wasn&#8217;t clear enough in the notes. I was asked to introduce Tony and his work at a literary festival in Ireland (along with Arkady Babchenko). While reading his book I realized that he was talking about me&#8211;in the sense that we&#8217;d been in the exact same place at the same time. I don&#8217;t remember seeing him. I didn&#8217;t know what went on beyond what we could see while turning the detainees/prisoners over to the MPs. The scandal at Abu Ghraib took place and was revealed while I was in-country. I didn&#8217;t realize (while there) how systemic and how very, very high up the chain of command the culpability lay. In reading Tony&#8217;s book I did realize that (some of) the actual people that I brought in were taken into that Discotheque. And so I thank Tony for his hard honesty in revealing what he does in his book&#8211;it&#8217;s something all American&#8217;s can learn from and it has helped me to much more clearly see my own complicity and culpability in the overall scheme of things. I share the poem not as a confessor in the confessional mode&#8211;my hopes are that it might offer a reader an inroads into the discussion of torture, the contemplation of it, the contemplation of one&#8217;s own complicity and culpability. </strong></p>
<p>(JS) Have you spoken to Mr. Logouranis? Does he know one of the poems in your book was written for him?</p>
<p><strong>(BT) In addition to the answer above&#8230;I don&#8217;t know if knows of my second book yet. I need to send him a copy and see what he thinks.</strong></p>
<p>(JS) I think one of the poems that packed a lot of punch for me was &#8220;Insignia&#8221;. Phantom Noise is about the ways a soldier is haunted. But according to statistic you quoted at the begining of the poem, 1/3 of female soldiers will be hurt by the men they have sworn to fight and die with. It is hard to wrap my head around that. It is a powerful message. Did you work closely with women during your time in the service? Are there women in Stryker Brigades? *I had to edit this question, because it didn’t make a lot of sense, thankfully I still got a coherent answer.</p>
<p><strong>(BT) The problems with sexual harrassment and abuse in the ranks were made much clearer to me after I came back and visited the VA hospital in Palo Alto. I was given a tour of the facilities there as part of a project being developed by the NEA. One of the things I was surprised to learn was that they also treat male soldiers who have been raped by other male soldiers. After learning more, the poem emerged with an intensity that surprised me as well. &#8230;The vast majority of soldiers I served with were men, but there are a few women in Stryker Brigades now. There are also women in other units which work in conjunction with these brigades. I think the services available to women veterans not only need to be augmented and improved&#8211;they need to be a major focus in the modernization of our Veteran&#8217;s Administration. Tammy Duckworth is doing a good job toward making some of that happen.</strong></p>
<p>(JS) Are there any female war poets that you know of?</p>
<p><strong>(BT) Yes&#8211;check out Powder, from Kore Press, as a beginning.</strong></p>
<p>(JS) Did you ever regret going in to the army as an enlisted soldier? You had an MFA, presumably you could have gone in as an officer, did you ever wish you had?</p>
<p><strong>(BT) My paycheck wished I had, but I came from a long line of sergeants and good working-class stock. We have a bit of a chip on our shoulders when it comes to officers, I have to admit. I will say that I was fortunate enough to serve with some excellent officers&#8211;especially the PL we had while in Iraq.<br />
</strong><br />
(JS) You have said you didn&#8217;t intend to write a second book of war poetry, Phantom Noise is just as powerful and intense as your first book, if not more. Do you think you might have another book of war poetry in you?</p>
<p><strong>(BT) I don&#8217;t think so&#8211;at least a book of poetry about Iraq. I say that, of course, but I&#8217;m learning that the work chooses us (and not the other way around). There are three or four books clamoring to be the next book now. I wrote a book last summer and fall (called Summertime). I don&#8217;t intend to publish it&#8211;it was simply something that called itself to be written. It seems that I&#8217;m allowed to throw the dice, but not to know what numbers will come up.<br />
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(JS) Your poetry books have gotten a lot of positive attention and praise, so I think it is safe to assume you know how to make poetry meaningful. I began my love affair with poetry very early on so I&#8217;m always surprised when people I know say they have no interest in reading it. What do you say to critics of poetry as a literary genre? Why should people care about it?</p>
<p><strong>(BT) There are many paths to follow in this life&#8211;and not enough time. For those who have read poetry widely and still not found anything of lasting value, I suppose the art simply doesn&#8217;t line up with the way their hearts function. For the vast majority of others who say they don&#8217;t like poetry (but have read very little of it)&#8211;I think many of them were turned off early by poems that didn&#8217;t sit well in their ears. They haven&#8217;t come across the right poem at the right time. They haven&#8217;t been transported. They haven&#8217;t experienced the timeless qualities a fine poem offers. I hope they do one day.</strong></p>
<p><em>Brian Turner earned his MFA from the University of Oregon before serving seven years in the United States Army. Brian  deployed to Bosnia-Herzegovnia with the 10th Mountain Division and was an infantry team leader for a year in the Iraq War  beginning November 2003, with the 3rd Stryker Brigade Combat Team, 2nd Infantry Division. Turner has seen his poems published in The Cortland Review, Poetry Daily, Atlanta Review, Crab Orchard Review, Georgia Review, Rattle, Virginia Quarterly Review, and ZYZZYVA. He also wrote a series of essays for The New York Times blog, Home Fires. His first book, <strong><em>Here, Bullet</em></strong> (published by Alice James Book) received the Beatrice Hawley Award, a New York Times “Editor&#8217;s Choice” selection and a whole lot more critical acclaim I won&#8217;t list. His second book<strong><em> Phantom Noise </em></strong> (also AJB) powerfully captures the haunting ghosts of war that accompany a veteran back home.<br />
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		<title>David McLean, Interviewed by Joseph M. Gant</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 09 Jul 2010 15:45:50 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Joseph M. Gant</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p><a rel="attachment wp-att-6032" href="http://www.outsiderwriters.org/archives/6031/anterior-skull-copy-3"></a>Recently I had the chance to interview David McLean. McLean’s poetry has been published widely in print and e-formats. He is the author of numerous chapbooks as well as the full length collections<em> Cadaver’s dance</em>, <em>Pushing Lemmings</em>, and <em>laughing at</em>&#8230;</p>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a rel="attachment wp-att-6032" href="http://www.outsiderwriters.org/archives/6031/anterior-skull-copy-3"><img class="alignright size-full wp-image-6032" src="http://www.outsiderwriters.org/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/Anterior-Skull-copy2.jpg" alt="" width="146" height="220" /></a>Recently I had the chance to interview David McLean. McLean’s poetry has been published widely in print and e-formats. He is the author of numerous chapbooks as well as the full length collections<em> Cadaver’s dance</em>, <em>Pushing Lemmings</em>, and <em>laughing at funerals</em>.  Here is a bit of the chat I had with this reclusive writer.</p>
<p>JMG: You’ve quite a large portfolio of published poems. How did you first pursue publication of your poetry?</p>
<p>DM: First I sent in a few I wrote in 1994, after maybe four acceptances I just stopped since I felt it was pointless being a large scale customer of the postal services then. Three years ago I wrote again more seriously, and noticed that email was much better.</p>
<p>JMG: What elements, do you feel, make for a “good” piece of poetry?</p>
<p>DM: Earth, air fire and water. Not ether though. Mainly that the writer, in the course of her/his entirely justified ripping off of some canon, introduces some personal slant. I don&#8217;t like the idea of assembling elements, poetry like amateurish cookery where the writer/cook slavishly follows a recipe.<span id="more-6031"></span></p>
<p>JMG: Do you gravitate more towards contemporary or classical pieces when you read? Who are some influences?</p>
<p>DM: As influences Trakl, Larkin, Eliot, Plath, Sexton, Dylan Thomas, WH Auden, Pound. A few others. I don&#8217;t read modern poetry much, though I am exposed to it by reading e-zines that I might submit to, a bit like prostitutes, who are exposed to the risk of infection in the course of submitting to their work.</p>
<p>JMG: Do you wrestle with the line between writer and salesman?</p>
<p>DM: Never, I can let you know if I ever sell things</p>
<p>JMG: Can you point to any events or life-milestone that have shaped your style or influenced your output?</p>
<p>DM: I don&#8217;t really know that. Possible being born, though I seem to have forgotten that, unlike Dali. More the slow process of attrition.</p>
<p>JMG: You’ve been living in Sweden since the late eighties. How has that affected your poetic slant? Do you write exclusively in English? If so why?</p>
<p>DM: I only write in English since I don&#8217;t have much of a feel for Swedish poetry. I tried writing poems in Swedish a few years ago and they were all crap. I only ever speak Swedish, though. I think that it&#8217;s best, at any rate for me, to write poetry in my native language. It also works well since never speaking English means that it retains a special status as purely literary in my usage.</p>
<p>JMG: How much fiction do you write?</p>
<p>DM: I have written one novel, I would be highly surprised if that ever gets published. It&#8217;s a sort of novel where very little happens.</p>
<p>JMG: You have a number of chapbooks as well as some full-length collections out. What can you tell us about these works?</p>
<p>DM: I have very little idea about the best way to do these things, most have been spontaneous. Planning things seems craven. Of the three full lengths I think <em>Cadaver&#8217;s dance</em> may be most unpopular and best, at least the one edited best by Dylan Garcia-Wahl at Whistling Shade. The new <em>laughing at funerals</em> is pretty OK. I want to sell more of <em>Pushing Lemmings</em> though. That&#8217;s pretty good if not very edited, since I was lazy. The chapbook <em>living dead girl</em> was written while watching the Jean Rollin film of that name. And reading Verlaine, thus the content. It&#8217;s pretty good I believe. The collection <em>of dead snakes</em> was put together by Humphrey Astley at Rain over Bouville – that one&#8217;s pretty good too I think.</p>
<p>JMG: How do you feel about the state of print publications? Do you think the internet has helped or hindered contemporary poetry?</p>
<p>DM: I don&#8217;t actually read any print publications so I am perplexed a little here. The Internet, however, is good. It activates people, gives free venues, gives more opportunity for peer help. It is also hugely entertaining to watch the M$ Windoze fuckwads constantly fuck up.</p>
<p>JMG: Are you a dog or cat person?</p>
<p>DM: Both. I don&#8217;t like small dogs though. Who does? (Small =df less than a Labrador)</p>
<p>JMG: Anything to share about your particular creative process?</p>
<p>DM: Nothing, except to say that the idea of writer&#8217;s block is a cheap excuse for lazy pussies.</p>
<p>JMG: How do you get beyond “writers’ block?”</p>
<p>DM: I don&#8217;t know what it is, I’ve never experienced it. Sadly, lots of poets nowadays think that they are obliged to be “artists” which implies they are Bohemian and profoundly creative and thus entitles to be “difficult” and “deep” and “madmen” and have lots of pussified little problems. We who do have various diagnoses know that this glorification of the difficult, mad, and isolated artist struggling against problems, or what i call “being a whiny little pussy,” is garbage. Just write ffs.</p>
<p>JMG: Formal education. You have quite a bit of it. Has that helped you as a poet? How relevant is a master’s degree to the aspiring writer?</p>
<p>DM: As long as it&#8217;s not an MFA, which is not really a proper degree at all, and not taught at the better universities, education does not hurt. Of course if most of the poets who discuss philosophy knew some they might shit themselves with embarrassment when they realize how stupid they are. You know, the ones who talk about non-being, the subjectivity of whatever, about various categories of ill-defined “nihilism.”</p>
<p>Intelligence combined with education will often cure nasty tendencies to religious belief too. Education on its own, without thinking, is useless. Thinking without education can go wrong easier, but is better than a chain of qualifications and a dead head.</p>
<p>JMG: From what areas of study does your education come?</p>
<p>DM: I have an MA in philosophy from Stockholm, majoring in ethics. Also an unrelated BA in History taken much earlier, and much more lazily, from Balliol, Oxford. I also studied the history of ideas, philosophical aesthetics, feminist philosophy, and gender studies.</p>
<p>JMG: We live in a reality of labels. If “poet” were not available to David McLean, what label would people likely apply to you? What would you fill your time with?</p>
<p>DM: I don&#8217;t like the label “poet” and hope it isn&#8217;t applied to me too often. Psychiatrists like labels too. I would rather collect new and fundamentally incompatible diagnoses just for kicks.</p>
<p>JMG: Any interesting projects on the horizon?</p>
<p>DM: Not really, at least no literary suchlike. I want to get the new dog to understand that the recall “command“ isn&#8217;t just a joke.</p>
<p>For a listing of McLean&#8217;s available titles, follow the electronic breadcrumbs . . .</p>
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		<title>&#8220;The human race is on the brink of extinction. Bunny fights for them&#8221;: an interview with Alan Kelly</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 12 Jun 2010 13:00:49 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Caleb J Ross</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p><em>Full disclosure: I’m writing this intro after having imbibed a few pints of Guinness at a downtown KC Irish pub called O’Dowds, which, as a nod to authenticity, has been given my grandmother-in-law’s seal of approval, all the way from</em>&#8230;</p>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>Full disclosure: I’m writing this intro after having imbibed a few pints of Guinness at a downtown KC Irish pub called O’Dowds, which, as a nod to authenticity, has been given my grandmother-in-law’s seal of approval, all the way from Ballyshannon, Ireland. The inebriation is all the more fitting, considering Alan Kelly&#8217;s Dublin area connections.</em></p>
<p>Alan first contacted me, years ago, by the invitation in one of my first publication author bios: &#8220;<a href="http://dogmatika.com/dm/writing_more.php?id=1568_0_7_190_M" target="_blank">He welcomes conversation via email</a>.&#8221; I intended the trailing line to garner no more than a grin from the few who read it. But Alan&#8217;s willingness to contact a stranger should have clued me in early on to what a true individual he is.</p>
<p><strong><img class="alignleft size-full wp-image-2381" title="alan-kellyone" src="http://www.calebjross.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/alan-kellyone.jpg" alt="" width="200" height="262" /></strong>We have been communicating online and following each others work since. When I first heard about his novella, <a href="http://www.amazon.co.uk/Let-Die-Woman-Alan-Kelly/dp/1907499393/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&amp;s=books&amp;qid=1271760602&amp;sr=1-1" target="_blank"><em>Let Me Die a Woman</em></a>, I was quite excited. As the title and cover art suggest, this book is unabashedly pulp. Having developed a sense of Kelly’s style, via his many reviews, interviews, and essays on the topic of b-reel pulp, I knew that this man is someone who takes great pride in his material. Though I wasn’t familiar with the nuances of this genre before reading <em>Let Me Die a Woman</em>, I knew that I was in very capable hands.</p>
<p><strong>Caleb J Ross:</strong> It’s damn obvious that you love and respect the genre in which <em>Let Me Die a Woman</em> exits. It seems every one of your interviews and every essay you’ve written touches on, and pays homage to, the heroines that have come before yours. Angel Dare from <a href="http://www.christafaust.com/">Christina Faust</a>’s <em>Money Shot</em> and <em>Choke Hold</em>, Bella from <a href="http://www.fantasticfiction.co.uk/z/helen-zahavi/">Helen Zahavi</a>’s <em>Dirty Weekend,</em> Ariel Manto from <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scarlett_Thomas">Scarlett Thomas</a>’ <em>The End of Mr Y</em>, Eloise Murphy from <a href="http://www.pulppress.co.uk/index.php?page=author">Danny Hogan</a>’s <em>Killer Tease</em>, and Diana Kemp from <a href="http://www.3ammagazine.com/3am/now-you-see-her-an-interview-with-cathi-unsworth/">Cathi Unsworth</a>’s <em>The Not Knowing</em> all are referenced in a single question from your <a href="http://www.3ammagazine.com/3am/five-for-alan-kelly/">Five For interview at 3AM Magazine</a>. How does <em>Let Me Die a Woman</em>’s Bunny Flask fit within this family of heroines?<span id="more-5885"></span></p>
<p><strong>Alan Kelly</strong>: I’ve always wanted to write a heroine (or anti-heroine) though Bunny is as much a homage to real-life horror icons such as Heidi Martinuzzi (editor of <a href="http://www.pretty-scary.net/">Pretty Scary</a>) Shannon Lark (founder of <a href="http://www.thechainsawmafia.com/home/index.php">The Chainsaw Mafia</a>) my “Monster Kid” Alice Fiend has similar red hair to <a href="http://www.rue-morgue.com/">Rue Morgue</a>’s former editor Jovanka Vuckovic and of course the lovely filmmaker, <a href="http://www.gorezone.net/">Gorezone</a> columnist &amp; Scream Queen Suzi Lorraine. Both Heidi and Jovanka are both in The Top 15 most influential women in horror and they are both brilliant at what they do, No, not brilliant, they are spectacular. Of course I’m not saying Heidi has ever cut anybody in two with a double-barrelled shotgun or Shannon is a murderous, chainsaw wielding vixen or that Jovanka is a vicious Alien queen with a pet monster who carves people up.</p>
<p>I reckon Bunny would love Diana and Angel and see them as wiser older sisters. Bella is a cold, calculated psychopath and I’m sure Bunny would appreciate her sense of humour. She’d never beat Eloise in a fight and would probably think Ariel was too academic and snooty. So Bunny, Alice and Kiffany are sort of an amalgamation of real and imagined heroines. I return to all these fictional characters now and again and am really excited about <em>Choke Hold</em> and Cathi’s forthcoming book. The world needs Angel Dare.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.pretty-scary.net/"><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-2384" title="prettyscary" src="http://www.calebjross.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/prettyscary.png" alt="" width="595" height="70" /></a></p>
<p><strong>CJR</strong>: We both come from small towns, though I won’t be brash enough to compare our upbringing with any depth, as I’ve only been to Dublin once, and during that trip, though I stayed in a few small towns (hello to my family in Co. Sligo!) the trip wasn’t long enough to give me the ability to truly assess the areas. However, I’m sure we can both relate on the idea of returning home, after having been gone. Do you return to your village ever? What sort of reception do you get, considering the themes of your writing?</p>
<p><strong>AK</strong>: I moved back home last year full-time. I was sick of the city and a family member was having health problems so I came home to stay with them. The village I live in is two miles from Wicklow Town (which is The Garden of Ireland) – oh it’s been insane since LMDAW was published! People have been lovely and very supportive. There are a lot of misconceptions about people who live in rural areas, a lot! In a way coming from a small village is sort of like having a lot of relatives – I realise how corny that sounds – I’ve lived in London and Dublin and to be honest I’ve become isolated and depressed in both cities which has led to me becoming really quite self-destructive. But moving on &#8211; In primary school every time my class was assigned an essay, I’d write fan-fiction and gleefully kill off all my classmates! The teachers used to be horrified and I was sent home several times but my classmates loved them! I even talked one of my teachers into letting the class watch Alien 3! Well I didn’t actually say it was that film! He switched it off almost immediately! I switched the cover with another film – The Neverending Story I think it might have been. Fun times. I would never show anyone my poetry, not family or friends and certainly nobody from my village – it’s something which is very personal, often brutal, something belonging to me and is none of anybody else’s business.</p>
<p><strong><img class="alignright size-medium wp-image-2382" title="LMDAW cover" src="http://www.calebjross.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/LMDAW-cover-300x240.jpg" alt="" width="300" height="240" />CJR</strong>: True, corny. But so be it. I understand the feeling of family. And like a true family, I assume there is always that urge, whether embraced or not, to somehow make those hometown neighbors proud. Even the bullies and town jerks, somewhere there is a kinship there that warrants at least the striving for respect. Do you feel like you have this respect now that you have returned?</p>
<p><strong>AK</strong>: I think there is a common decency which exists in small-places that is absent in any city. But of course, small places are not without the scum element. My family are a fairly close bunch and I mostly keep to myself. I have very few friends having lived away for many years. I like the country, I like walking down to The Monkey Pole on the beach in Wicklow Town or going to the lakes and looking out over the estuary or sitting in my local supping cider. Of course there are so many drawbacks to living somewhere so remote. No cinema, no culture, hard to meet new people, though there is a great little bookshop called Bridge Street Books. The bullies I couldn’t give a flying fuck about, I never did when I was growing up and I sure don’t now. I do go to the city quite a bit – mostly for books and to hook up with people I haven’t seen in a while. For now, I’m ok where I am, For now.</p>
<p><strong>CJR</strong>: In your <a href="http://www.3ammagazine.com/3am/shoot-to-kill/">3AM conversation with label-mate Danny Hogan</a>, you briefly mention your current project: “<em>The book I’m writing now is very different from Let Me Die A Woman: weird, visceral and inspired by an investigative piece I wrote while studying on missing migrant children in Ireland – 300 missing children in five years and its low profile. I was horrified by it and completely disgusted nobody seemed to give a fuck.”</em> How did you get involved with the investigative piece that led to this project? Can you tell me more about this project?</p>
<p><strong>AK</strong>: I was in my first year of journalism at <a href="http://www.bcfe.ie/index.htm">BCFE</a> and read an article in one of the broadsheets on missing migrant children. At first I didn’t really believe what I was reading so I phoned the journalist who had wrote the piece and contacted The Irish Refugee Centre. Still not entirely sure what I was hearing, I went further to the Irish Office of Migration and spoke to a man there. When I asked why this was so low profile and wondered why the media weren’t all over it he told me “it’s a matter of resources…”</p>
<p>Recently <a href="http://jpireland.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns%217D84D8D85790AC27%2113904.entry?sa=795187121">a 17 year old boy called Daniel McAnapsie was brutally murdered</a> when he was supposed to be in the care of the HSE. His parents died when he was a child. He’d been in and out of care for most of his life. How can such precious life be so easily lost? Why don’t people try harder? This is appalling. <a href="http://www.sbpost.ie/news/hse-believes-200-children-died-in-care-49451.html">Here is a piece about the migrant children</a>. It is reported that 200 died while in care.</p>
<p>My next book will be an act of vengeance and retribution for children like this.</p>
<p><strong>CJR</strong>: In <a href="http://bookmunch.wordpress.com/2010/05/17/underneath-the-surface-explosions-of-killer-aliens-and-kick-ass-scream-queens-battling-to-save-the-earth-cathi-unsworth-interviews-alan-kelly-author-of-let-me-die-a-woman/">Cathi Unsworth’s interview with you at Bookmunch</a>, she says <em>Let Me Die a Woman</em> “<em>is possessed of such audacious wit and originality that it seems the author has created a whole new </em><em>trans</em><em>-genre of his own.”</em> Do you agree with this?</p>
<p><strong>AK</strong>: I think she was very kind with that review, and she is an extraordinarily generous and supportive person and friend. I like that <em>LMDAW</em> doesn’t fit into any boxes and I do borrow from horror, noir, grindhouse and sci/fi quite a bit with it. At first I wasn’t even aware I was doing this, it sort of happened organically. I suppose you could describe is as “trans-genre” almost. It’s a mash-up of a lot of things. Quite chaotic and less ordered than what I am writing now.</p>
<p><strong>CJR</strong>: Have you any experience with the <a href="http://www.bizarrocentral.com/">Bizarro genre</a>? As of the last few years, there have been many books released as part of this new(ish) genre, which you may find interesting. Basically, it is an anything goes category, where it is not uncommon to find men dressed in suits made of cockroaches, houses built with human bricks, and haunted vaginas. I’m not comparing your work to this (as I feel yours takes itself more seriously), but I’m wondering if you have any thoughts on this genre.</p>
<p><strong>AK</strong>: I’ve read quite a bit of Bizarro and recently interviewed Jeremy Shipp (Cursed) and D. Harlan Wilson. I agree that it is an anything goes category and is sometimes slipstream, sometimes noir, sometimes comedy, sometimes horror. There are infinite permutations within this ‘genre’ and I think that is why I find it quite appealing. I can understand why others wouldn’t. But I like it. There is a literary website called <a href="http://www.kissthewitch.co.uk/seinundwerden/sein.html" target="_blank">Sein und Werden</a> which publishes quite a lot of excellent, twisted, experimental fiction which you should definitely check out if you find the time. You could perhaps describe some of the content as the dark older sister of Bizarro. Other writers of Bizarro I like are Jordan Krall, Gina Ranelli and Tom Bradley. All fantastic.</p>
<p><strong>CJR</strong>: I, being comparatively unschooled on the ladies of noir, found your <a href="http://www.bookslut.com/features/2008_12_013763.php">roundtable discussion at Bookslut</a> extremely informative. You seem intent on promoting hardboiled fiction, as almost every other word from you is in honor of writers who have come before you. Why such interest in pushing this genre? Why is it so important that other people read it?</p>
<p><strong><a href="http://www.bookslut.com/"><img class="alignleft size-full wp-image-2385" title="bookslut" src="http://www.calebjross.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/bookslut.gif" alt="" width="274" height="69" /></a>AK</strong>: Thank you. Hardboiled/noir/horror and outsider fiction are all areas I feel quite affectionate towards. They offer us glimpses into the gritty, the gory, the depraved and introduce us to characters we’d never meet in real life. I suppose a part of me is very much drawn to the dangerous element that exists in these fictions. As to pushing interest in the genre – I think for the most part it’s an area of literature which can be sometimes overlooked. They speak to and for the outsider, those who exist on the margins, the sort of characters you won’t see on The New York Times Bestseller lists. I would say my love affair with the weird and the brutal and the smart began with <a href="http://www.poppyzbrite.com/">Poppy Z Brite</a> and continued from there. Her writing led me to others – and being gay and liking aggressive writing I was like a moth to a flame picking up <a href="http://www.fantasticfiction.co.uk/s/matthew-stokoe/">Matthew Stokoe</a> and <a href="http://www.fantasticfiction.co.uk/c/dennis-cooper/">Dennis Cooper</a> and <a href="http://www.christafaust.com/">Christa Faust</a>. All writers who write about transgressive sexuality in a way that is intoxicating, intelligent and sometimes slightly insane. I ADORE <a href="http://www.hardcasecrime.com/">Hard Case Crime</a> and have nearly read all of their titles. Charles Ardai is just brilliant and I hope he continues to publish hardboiled fiction.</p>
<p><strong>CJR</strong>: Bunny Flask’s situation is unique in that, without giving too much away, she is fighting against a force that is intent on ridding the world of all males. However, given the argument by many transgendered people that gender is inborn, Bunny, who is physically male but inherently female, could be either spared or slain by this force, depending on the above argument. Do you fear any backlash from the transgender community considering that Bunny’s willingness to destroy this force implies that gender may not be inborn?</p>
<p><strong>AK</strong>: For Bunny, its personal and by the time the credits roll she is pretty much left with no choice but to stop Psyche and The Sisters. There are many variations of gender, I am inclined to agree with <a href="http://www.katebornstein.com/KatePages/indexkb.htm">Kate Bornstein</a> (<em>101 Alternatives to Suicide</em>, <em>Gender Workbook</em>) that the male/female binary does not exist and there are not two but several genders and that gender is linked to identity which is constantly changing and throughout our lives evolution of character is always happening, that change is an on-going process and that nothing is written in stone. The human race is on the brink of extinction. Bunny fights for them. Psyche is as much a threat to women as it is to men. Her fighting for the survival of men has got nothing to do with gender. It&#8217;s for the survival of humanity. I also think Bunny is a gender queer who identifies as female and that a lot of what happened to her in the past formed who she became.</p>
<p><strong>Visit:</strong><a href="http://www.facebook.com/alan.kelly3"></a><br />
<a href="http://www.facebook.com/alan.kelly3">Alan Kelly</a> (the author)<br />
<a href="http://www.pulppress.co.uk/">Pulp Press</a> (the publisher)</p>
<p><strong>Buy:</strong><br />
From <a href="http://www.amazon.co.uk/Let-Die-Woman-Alan-Kelly/dp/1907499393/">Amazon.co.uk</a></p>
<p><strong>Read:</strong><br />
<a href="http://www.outsiderwriters.org/archives/5837" target="_blank">The Outsider Writers Collective review of <em>Let Me Die a Woman</em></a></p>


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		<title>Conversing with Malay‏: The Diasporic Plurality of a Behari Bengali, or a Cultural Bastard</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>This may be a beginning of a conversation between me and poet Malay Roychoudhury who was prosecuted for his publication of the poem ‘Stark Electric Jesus’ in 1965. This poem was originally written in Bangla PRACHANDA BOIDYUTIK CHHUTAR which was&#8230;</p>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This may be a beginning of a conversation between me and poet Malay Roychoudhury who was prosecuted for his publication of the poem ‘Stark Electric Jesus’ in 1965. This poem was originally written in Bangla PRACHANDA BOIDYUTIK CHHUTAR which was subsequently translated in English with the help of Howard McCord and Carl Weissner. The poem defied the forms of lyric poetry (sonnet,villanel, minnesang, pastourelle, canzone, stew etc.) as well as Bengali meters (Matrabritto and Aksharbritto), retaining, however, its content vehicle, expressing subjective personal feelings. Malay Roy Choudhury, a Bengali poet, had been a central figure in the Hungry Generation&#8217;s attack on the Indian cultural establishment in the early 1960s now living a life of a recluse in Bombay. I was in Bombay for a few days but could not meet him as he was not doing to well and my visit coincided with his visit with the med. So I mailed a few questions to him and this is what he has to say.</p>
<p><strong>Subhankar Das</strong> : The Hungry Generation literary movement was launched by you in November 1961 with the publication of a manifesto on poetry in English from Patna where you were residing at that point of time and nobody could believe that a behari can have any say about Bangla literature. During the course of the movement you got arrested, lost your job, dragged around town by the police with rope on your waist…how far it is true? Do you still feel the relevance of the movement exists? If not, why?<span id="more-5344"></span></p>
<p><strong>Malay Roychoudhury</strong> : Everything is recorded in the trial papers which may be retrieved from the records of Bankshal Court, Kolkata. The case No etc are also available in various publications. Why don&#8217;t you make a little effort and spend a few silver to get certified copies of those papers to enable yourself to get enlightened about the facts. The Hungryalist movement has changed the course of Bengali literature once for all. We definitely created a rupture in terms of time, discourse, experience, narrative diction and breath span of poetic lines. The lecturer of Assam University who is writing his dissertation for a Doctorate on the subject gleefully informed me that Bengali academicians are even today scared to utter the word Hungryalism. Well, I guess that speaks a lot.</p>
<p><strong>S.D</strong> : I need a little more explanation on the word &#8216;behari&#8217; &#8212; the causes behind the rejection etc. &#8216;lost your job dragged around town by the police with manila rope on your waist&#8217; do you still remember that day.. I need the story of that day.  Can you elaborate a little &#8211;&#8217;rupture in terms of time, discourse, experience, narrative diction and breath span of poetic lines&#8217;</p>
<p><strong>M.R</strong> : I don&#8217;t want to recall those days; it gives me pain in my present loneliness. I want to forgive everybody. There is a rupture; in Bengali we call it &#8216;Bidar’. Look around you and you will get the answer. Manila ropes were not there in our time. Ropes were made of coconut husks. I don’t think you will fathom the diasporic plurality of a Behari Bengali, or a cultural bastard.</p>
<p><strong>S.D</strong> : Keeping in mind the Hungryalist movement made a big difference in the attitude of Bangla Lit Scene don’t you think any kind of movement finally aspires for a kind of regimentation, closed groups where the freedom of the authors needs to be sacrificed to keep the movement going? Please share your experience.</p>
<p><strong>M.R</strong> : Arrey yaar, don’t think in terms of your knowledge of the movements in Western literature. Hungryalist movement did not have a centre of power, high command or politbureau. Any one and everyone were free to join the movement just by declaring himself that he was a Hungryalist. In fact some of the later Hungryalists are not known to me even today! Participants were free to publish their own broadsides, pamphlets, booklets, magazines etc. The movement was not confined to Kolkata only. As you have just said, I was from Patna; Subimal Basak was from Patna as well; Pradip Choudhuri was from Tripura; Subo Acharya was from Bishnupur; Anil Karanjai was from Benaras. The Little Magazine Library and Research Centre at Kolkata is having an archive, you may like to check out.</p>
<p><strong>S.D </strong>: What initiated you to leave the literary hub Kolkata to live a life of a recluse in Mumbai/Bombay?</p>
<p><strong>M.R </strong>: I sold off my Kolkata flat, gifted entire collection of books, gramophone records, discs, cassettes etc to friends and readers and donated all furniture’s in my neighborhood. I felt very sad about Kolkata. As you know, once upon a time Kolkata belonged to our clan; I found it is just leaching. Not that I wanted to come to Mumbai; I would have preferred to go anywhere. I came to Mumbai because I have a one room flat in this city.</p>
<p><strong>S.D</strong> : Why you found Kolkata is now just leaching and nothing more ?</p>
<p><strong>M.R</strong> :  I just stopped myself from uttering the expression ‘The City of Lechers&#8217;. I had experienced the city some sixty years back; it was completely different. Ask any one of my age, anyone who is not a part of the present power nexus.</p>
<p><strong>S.D</strong> : Do you still feel like an outsider after all these 49 years?</p>
<p><strong>M.R </strong>: Oh, yes. I am &#8216;The Other&#8217;.</p>
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		<title>&#8220;There were the girls, the drinks, the bars, and then there was Knut Hamsun&#8221;: an interview with Sèbastien Ayreault</title>
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>In what I believe to be an OWC first, we present here an interview in two languages. The wonderful <a href="http://www.facebook.com/nadinesellers" target="_blank">Nadine Sellers</a> presents us with a great conversation with Sebastien Ayreault.</p>
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<p>As many writers do, I meet song writers, poets and writers of all genres, through internet connections. By chance I happened upon a French writer and musician named Sèbastien Ayreault, pronounce that a&#8217;ro. I was intrigued and continued to observe and listen from afar, the distance, a necessity for a better point of view. What I recognized in him was the artful source borne of continental city streets and long French paths. Raw nerve stretched between reality and open sky, he hangs from the ceiling and holds on tight.</p>
<p><strong>NS: Your hard writing and soft voice form a song&#8217;s background which is as intriguing as it is troubling if woman, you would be called a siren, of course, the character is definitely masculine, without artifice. Begin by telling us how you&#8217; ve found a niche in music.</strong></p>
<p><strong>SA:</strong> Upon returning from work, my father would take up his guitar, sit on the terrasse and sing Brassens songs, like “ les Copains”. In the beginning he showed me a few cords, I wasn&#8217;t quite comfortable with other writer&#8217;s songs, something bothered me, so I started to write my own, I was fourteen. In the attic, I had made a drum set out of cardboard, I began to record myself on cassettes. Ever since then, I&#8217;ve been writing one or two songs per month.<span id="more-5280"></span></p>
<p><strong>NS: Alright, from there, you&#8217; ve jumped to storytelling, where and how?</strong></p>
<p><strong>SA:</strong> I began to write short stories around the age of twenty three, I had just discovered Henry Miller and Charles Bukowski, then I&#8217;ve lived the starving writer&#8217;s lifestyle, running around the streets. I lived in a small room under the roofs of the heart of Paris. During the day, I read Miller, sitting at the Louvre, by night, I went home to type on my small typewriter. There were the girls, the drinks, the bars, and then there was Knut Hamsun. It all resembled a Bukowski book. And my short stories were still not very good. I was learning to write and to drink, six or seven hours per night. There is nothing left of that period, up in smoke!</p>
<p><strong>NS: Sebastien, I recognize those dangerous steps to reach the identity of the writer within; like movie scenes, the attempt to recreate these mental evasions toward creativity , toward literary acceptance. Towns have left a deep imprint upon your writing, can you take us on a journey behind your steps, some cities in particular on the writer&#8217;s path.</strong></p>
<p><strong>SA: </strong>Born in Maulèvrier, then lived in Beaufort en Vallée, that&#8217;s where everything turned to crap, that&#8217;s where I wrote my first songs. Angers , then on to Paris, today Atlanta Georgia. In the meantime i&#8217;ve passed by Sofia, Katmandu and Pocono. Paris is a difficult town, beautiful stonework, but pretentious atmosphere. And then there were the temple monkeys scratching their butts; King here and less than nothing there. Along my travels I met the poet Boris Hristov, in Bulgaria, he lived in the mountains with his wife, he had the most intense blue eyes, it was crazy, I remember envying him right then.</p>
<p>I must say, though, that I am not a great traveler. Not at all. Life, especially women have pushed me toward the road.</p>
<p><strong>NS: women virtually threw you out on the streets, or did they drag you along despite your natural resistance, toward adventure? Often, the duality of purpose is the reality of the individual. You see yourself as a singer and writer, but not as traveler; your audience on the other hand hears these journeys and miseries, the love and softness tell different stories, can you reconcile the two images for us?</strong></p>
<p><strong>SA: </strong>I was thrown out on the street more than once for sure, and then I went about it backwards, and in a bad mood. I had so much to do in my own salon you see&#8230;I&#8217; d lived my first fourteen years on a little street of the west of France, sweet in winter, sweet in summer. And then we abruptly moved to the city, everything in life was thrown into darkness, all at once,  suddenly and violently. A blade across the face, to the bone, like innocence taken to the butcher and chopped to bits.</p>
<p><strong>NS: so now we are here, on the downside of the mental planes, what is your central vision of your being, your essence? The who, the what of you.</strong></p>
<p><strong>SA:</strong> when I turn around and see my road, I often wonder who&#8217;s got the steering wheel&#8230;hazard has been key in most of my life, if not all. For example books, I didn&#8217; t choose them, they ended up in my hands, go figure!just as this Septentrion of Calaferte. I remember a vague night, I was torn, I couldn&#8217; t walk anymore, my friends left me behind; I found myself broke in the center of Paris, when I heard Gospel music coming from a church. I went in, sat down and broke down crying. Several weeks later, I landed in the US. There was this girl at the top of the elevator, she wore large black sunglasses, tight jeans and bare feet in high heels.</p>
<p><strong>NS: good, now in the states, what do you eat, where do you sleep? And worse yet, where will you sing and write..without revealing too many trade secrets, take us on the road to small success.</strong></p>
<p><strong>SA:</strong> I come back to that Gospel night, that was the point at which the course of my life changed. I knew that I had to get out of there. One thing which bothered me was having to leave my buddy, Max with whom I had collaborated on some beautiful music projects, but I am sure that our paths will cross again, at least I hope so.</p>
<p>When I was in Nepal I managed to acquire  a musical instrument with four strings, a kind of uncontrollable violin, I threw the bow over the balcony and began to play it like a guitar, out of that came two songs and the musical confidence.</p>
<p>Upon arriving in the states I realized that with a hundred dollars, you can find equipment, as for the computer, it was in my bag all along. And then..this girl, sublime, at the top of the escalator.</p>
<p><strong>NS: well, I do believe we are arriving at the terminus, the end of the line here. The rest, we find in your songs, your writings, all you owe your readers is this savage honesty which permeates each phrase in texts, you touch the very bottom of humanity with impunity. Daylight attenuates the melancholy of reticent writers, it kills their profound essence as soon as light bathes the emotional landscape.</strong></p>
<p>Can you tell us how you manage to continue to write even under the beneficial sun of Georgia?</p>
<p><strong>SA:</strong> I think about this verse of Gainsbourg “ I&#8217;ve cleaned up my dirty ideas” “ jai mis au propre mes idees sales”.</p>
<p>I&#8217; ve just finished my novel “ Loin Du Monde” “ Far from the World”. I also am currently working on an album concept “ La Reine Est Morte” “ the Queen is Dead” I couldn&#8217; t live without that, I know, I&#8217; ve tried and the sky turned dark all at once. It&#8217;s like breathing.</p>
<p>I wake up, a bottle for my son, a coffee for me and a clope ( cigarette) for me, my guitar and if it doesn&#8217;t work, I write a short story,  at WalMart, the basket whistling in the wind, I write a poem. Sometimes it comes at such speed, my fingers can&#8217;t keep up and I forget.</p>
<p><strong>NS: Seb, you take us in wild street scenes and docile villages, to mountain tops and virtual images, your thoughts are raw as if cut of limestone and sculpted of Georgia clay. We hope to see more translations of your work soon.</strong></p>
<hr /><em>We can find Sèbastien in various publications; Traction-Brabant, Dècapage, la Page Blanche, Virage, Brèves littèraires, Trèmolo, Dissonances, Canopic Jar, la Ralm Gorgonzola, Discharges. And to hear the full sensual expression, <a href="http://myspace.com/only129" target="_blank">http://myspace.com/only129</a></em></td>
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<p>Comme beaucoup d’écrivains le font, j’ai rencontré Sébastien Ayreault par hasard sur le net. Bien accrochée, j&#8217;ai continué à l’observer de loin; le recul nécessaire a meilleure vue. Ce que j&#8217;ai reconnu en lui était certainement la source artistique née des rues urbaines et des chemins de France. Le nerf tendu entre réalité de base et ciel ouvert, il s’accroche au plafond et tient bon.</p>
<p><strong>NS: Tes écrits crus et ta voix douce forment un fond sonore aussi intriguant que troublant. Si femme, on t&#8217;appellerait sirène, bien sur le caractère est nettement masculin, alors, tu es toi-même sans artifice. Commence par nous dire comment tu t&#8217;es trouvé un nid dans la musique.</strong></p>
<p><strong>SA:</strong> En rentrant du boulot, mon père prenait sa guitare, il s’installait sur la terrasse, et il chantait des chansons de Brassens. Des choses comme Les copains d’abord. Il m&#8217;a montré quelques accords. Je n’arrivais pas à chanter les chansons des autres, quelque chose clochait, alors je me suis mis à en écrire. J&#8217;avais 14 ans. Au grenier, j&#8217;avais fabriqué une batterie avec des cartons. Je m&#8217;enregistrais sur des cassettes. Depuis ce temps-là, j&#8217;écris une ou deux chansons par mois.</p>
<p><strong>NS: Bon, de là tu as sauté aux histoires? ou et comment?</strong></p>
<p><strong>SA: </strong>&#8220;J’ai commencé à écrire des nouvelles vers 23 ans. Je venais de découvrir Henry Miller et Charles Bukowski. J&#8217;ai alors vécu tout le truc de l&#8217;écrivain fauché, errant dans les rues. Je vivais dans une petite chambre sous les toits, au coeur de Paris. La journée, je lisais Miller, assis au Louvre, et le soir je rentrais taper à la machine. Il y avait les filles, l&#8217;alcool, les bars. Knut Hamsun, aussi. Ça ressemblait fort à un livre de Bukowski. Et mes nouvelles n&#8217;étaient pas très bonnes. J&#8217;apprenais à écrire et à boire, 6 ou 7 heures par nuit. Il ne me reste rien de cette époque, tout est parti en fumée.&#8221;</p>
<p><strong>NS: Sébastien, je reconnais ces étapes dangereuses à l’identité même de l’écrivain; bien des scènes cinématiques, on essaie de recréer ces fugues mentales vers la créativité, vers l’acceptabilité littéraire.</strong></p>
<p>Les villes ont laissé une empreinte sur ton écriture, peux-tu nous emmener balader quelque part derrière tes pas&#8212;quelques villes en particulier sur le chemin de l’écrivain?</p>
<p><strong>SA:</strong> Naissance, Maulévrier. Ensuite, Beaufort-en-Vallée ; c’est là que tout a commencé à merder, là que j’ai écrit mes premières chansons. Angers, et puis Paris. Aujourd’hui Atlanta. Entre temps je suis passé par Sofia, Katmandu, et Pocono. Paris est une ville pénible. Belles pierres, mais un petit milieu tellement prétentieux. Et les singes de Monkey Temple se grattent le cul&#8230; Roi ici ; moins que rien ailleurs.  J’ai rencontré un poète en Bulgarie, Boris Hristov. Il vivait perdu dans les montagnes, avec sa femme. Il avait des yeux bleus, c&#8217;était fou! Je me souviens l&#8217;avoir beaucoup envié sur le coup.</p>
<p>Je dois quand même dire que je ne suis pas un grand voyageur. Du tout. Mais la vie (et les femmes surtout) m’ont poussé sur la route.</p>
<p><strong>NS: Les femmes t’ont mis virtuellement à la rue? Ou elles t&#8217;ont traîné, malgré ta résistance naturelle, vers des aventures routières internationales? Souvent la dualité est la réalité de l’individu: tu te vois chanteur, écrivain mais non grand voyageur; ton audience par contre, entend les voyages et les misères, l’amour et la douceur dans ta voix. Veux-tu réconcilier ces deux images pour nous.</strong></p>
<p><strong>SA:</strong> Je me suis fait mettre à la rue plus d’une fois, en effet. Et puis je suis parti en voyage à reculons, de mauvaise humeur. J’avais tant à faire dans mon salon, tu penses ! J&#8217;ai vécu mes 14 premières années dans une petite rue de l&#8217;ouest de la France. C&#8217;était doux l&#8217;été et doux l’hiver. Et puis on est parti vivre à la ville et toute la vie a basculé d&#8217;un coup d&#8217;un seul dans le noir. Ce fut très rapide, très violent. Un coup de lame en travers de la gueule. Jusqu’à l&#8217;os. Un truc comme de la naïveté qu’on envoie se faire hachée menu chez le boucher.</p>
<p><strong>NS: et nous voici dans la pente vers les plaines mentales. Quelle est la vision centrale de ton être, ton essentiel? Parle-moi de ton existence, le qui, le quoi de TOI&#8230;</strong></p>
<p><strong>SA: </strong>Quand je me retourne et que je regarde ma route, je me demande souvent qui tient le volant? Les hasards ont pris une très grande place dans ma vie, sinon toute. Les livres, je ne les ai pas choisis. Ils ont atterri entre mes mains, et va savoir&#8230; Comme ce Septentrion de Calaferte&#8230; Je me souviens aussi d&#8217;une vague nuit. J&#8217;étais déchiré, je n&#8217;arrivais plus à marcher, mes amis sont partis devant, et je me suis retrouvé seul et paumé en plein coeur de Paris. J&#8217;ai entendu du Gospel dans une église, je suis rentré dedans, je me suis assis. Un coup-là je me souviens avoir chialé un bon coup. Quelques semaines plus loin, j’atterrissais aux Etats-Unis. Y’avait une fille en haut de l’escalator. Elle portait des grandes lunettes noires. Un jean serré, des pieds nus dans des chaussures hautes…</p>
<p><strong>NS: bon on y va, déjà aux Etats-unis, que manges-tu ou vas-tu dormir? et pire ou vas-tu chanter et écrire? on ne trouve pas les ordis dans les poubelles et les belles sur les ordis non? Sans révéler trop de secrets, emmène-moi sur la piste des petits succès.</strong></p>
<p><strong>SA: </strong>&#8220;Je reviens sur cette de nuit de Gospel, elle a été le point final d&#8217;une longue dérive. J&#8217;ai su que je devais me tirer de là. Une chose qui m&#8217;ennuyait quand même, c&#8217;était mon pote Max, avec qui je faisais de la musique, on tenait un beau projet… Mais nos routes se recroiseront un jour&#8230; Du moins, je l’espère.</p>
<p>Quand j’étais au Népal, j’ai fini par m’acheter un engin à 4 cordes. Une sorte de violon incontrôlable. J’ai balancé l’archer par-dessus le balcon et j’ai joué de cet engin comme si c’était une guitare. J’ai réussi à écrire 2 chansons. Donc je n’avais pas trop peur, en venant aux USA, pour la musique. Avec 100 dollars, tu t’équipes. Pour l’ordi, il était dans mon sac. Et la fille, sublime, en haut de l’escalator…</p>
<p><strong>NS: Bon, je crois qu&#8217;on arrive au terminus; le reste, on le trouve dans tes chansons, dans le coeur de tes écrits. Tout ce que tu dois à tes lecteurs est cette honnêteté qui pénètre chaque phrase de tes textes. Tu touches les bas-fonds de l’humanité.</strong></p>
<p>Souvent la lumière du jour atténue la veine mélancolique des écrivains boudeurs et tue leur essence profonde en éclairant les coins sauvages. Veux- tu nous dire pourquoi peux-tu continuer d’écrire même sous soleil bénéfique?</p>
<p><strong>SA:</strong> &#8220;Je pense à cette phrase de Gainsbourg : &#8220;J&#8217;ai mis au propre mes idées sales&#8221; Je viens de finir l’écriture de mon roman, Loin du Monde. Je travaille aussi sur un concept album, La Reine Est Morte. Je ne peux pas vivre sans ça. J’ai essayé, le ciel est vite devenu moche. C’est comme je respire, je crois. Je me lève, un biberon pour mon fils, je prends un café, une clope, la guitare. Et si ça ne fonctionne pas, je réessaie le lendemain. Je marche dans les rues, la poussette dans le soleil, j’écris une nouvelle. Sur le parking de Walmart, le caddy qui siffle dans le vent, j’écris un poème. Parfois ça va trop vite, mes doigts n’ont pas le temps, ma tête oublie.</p>
<hr /><em>On peut trouver Sébastien dans de multiples publications telles que Traction Brabant, Décapage, La page blanche, Virage, Brèves Littéraires, Tremalo, Dissonance, Canopic Jar, La Ralm, Gorgonzola, Décharges…</em><em>Et pour entendre l’expression sensuelle de cette force créatrice, on peut visiter sa page myspace :</em></p>
<p><a href="http://myspace.com/only129" target="_blank"><em>http://myspace.com/only129</em></a></p>
<p><em>Seb, tu peux nous traîner dans les rues sauvages et les doux villages, nous faire monter ces montagnes en virtuelles images, le voyage est riche, les pensées sont crues et l’effet très désirable pour tes lecteurs.</em></p>
<p><em>Ça, c’est ton essence après tout. Taille dans la roche calcaire de France, sculpte sur glaise de Georgie.</em></td>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>David Blaine: I understand that you have dual citizenships.  Where were you born?</p>
<p>K.G. Akbar: I was born in Tehran but came to America almost immediately afterward. My dad’s Iranian and my mum’s Pennsylvanian.</p>
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>David Blaine: I understand that you have dual citizenships.  Where were you born?<img class="alignright" src="http://www.thequirk.org/images/dee.jpg" alt="" width="150" height="150" /></p>
<p>K.G. Akbar: I was born in Tehran but came to America almost immediately afterward. My dad’s Iranian and my mum’s Pennsylvanian.</p>
<p>DB: And where is your home now?</p>
<p>KGA: I mostly live in West Lafayette, Indiana.</p>
<p>DB: You are still going to college.  Where do you attend?  What year are you in?</p>
<p>KGA:  Purdue University.  I’m a Junior, I think. I dropped out for a while. I’m honestly not sure what I’m considered.</p>
<p>DB:  What is your major at Purdue?</p>
<p>KGA: I have a Double-major in Creative Writing and English Education.</p>
<p>DB:  Besides your studies, what do you do?  How are you paying the bills?</p>
<p>KGA:  I got a scholarship from Coca-Cola for being good at standardized tests which covers tuition/rent/books and gives me enough money left over to buy poetry, booze and food.</p>
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<p>DB: When did you first think you’d want to become a writer?</p>
<p>KGA: Well, I published my first poem when I was six. It was called “A Packer Poem” (I was raised in Wisconsin) and my teacher sent it to the local newspaper, which printed it. I remember the last line was something like “because the fans and the players are brothers.” So, uh, since then.</p>
<p>DB: Do you have any favorite authors or poets, or do you read everything you can get your hands on?</p>
<p>KGA: I spend the vast majority of most days reading whatever I can find to read. Used books are so goddamn cheap and with the proliferation of literature online there is no excuse for anyone who calls themselves a writer to not be well-read. As far as favorites go, I have many. Rimbaud and Artaud would be chief among them – mad French kids whose luciferian pursuit of the perfect poem has very much inspired my own. I love the postwar Polish greats &#8211; Milosz, Herbert, Szymborska, and Zagajewski to a slightly lesser extent. Kathy Acker’s <em>Don Quixote</em> was huge. Alexie, Gibran, Snodgrass, Carver. Murakami and Hemingway are huge forces in my prose. Komunyakaa is maybe the best living poet.</p>
<p>DB: What kinds of music do you enjoy?</p>
<p>KGA: All of it. Save poetry, tracing the genealogy of the music that invigorates me is the most spiritually rewarding element of my life. Daniel Johnston, Eric Bemberger of Beep Beep, Jeff Mangum of Neutral Milk Hotel, and Justin Pearson of The Locust have all influenced the person I am more than just about any human I’ve actually met. I love sixties country – George Jones, Merle Haggard, Gram Parsons, etc. Violent Femmes, T. Rex, Conor Oberst, Sunset Rubdown, The Rolling Stones, mewithoutYou, and Elliott Smith are all very important.</p>
<p>DB: Do you have any artistic talents beyond writing?  Do you play an instrument?</p>
<p>KGA: The only instrument I play with any sort of real competence is the computer. I had a music project for a while called Mr. Kaveh that resulted in one hilariously bizarre EP. I took it so seriously at the time, but listening to it now just makes me giggle.</p>
<p>DB: Do you draw or paint?</p>
<p>KGA: Not well. I’ve always felt slighted by my inability to draw anything that looks like a thing.</p>
<p>DB: What’s on your mp3 player right now?</p>
<p>KGA: 113 gigs of music. But I am listening to a Flying Burrito Brothers record right now this second.</p>
<p>DB: What’s the last movie you watched?</p>
<p>KGA: I watched The Devil and Daniel Johnston on my laptop a few nights ago. It is my very very favorite film of all-time. I watch it at least monthly.</p>
<p>DB: You are the publisher of a magazine called The Quirk. Tell me a bit about the pre-history of that.  What were your first publishing efforts?</p>
<p>KGA: Well, The Quirk began as this little local general interest gazette sort’f thing. It had articles, music reviews, art, cartoons, letters, stuff like that. That ran for fourteen issues and had a ton of associated merchandise – t-shirts, hats, buttons, sweatshirts, even an album of songs by local musicians who all recorded songs about The Quirk. Then, as I began getting more and more serious about poetry, I rebranded The Quirk as a literary journal. As far as my own personal publishing efforts go, the first lit-mag I ever submitted to was Remark. They accepted two poems literally within six hours of my sending them. I was ecstatic!</p>
<p>DB: What kind of audience, geographically, are you reaching with The Qurk?</p>
<p>KGA: The Quirk currently ships to every continent except Antarctica. I want everything with a pulse to read it.</p>
<p>DB: I understand that you donate the profits from each issue to a different charity.  Which charity is the present issue helping, and how did you select them?</p>
<p>KGA: This issue’s charity is the Keep A Child Alive AIDS fund. I selected it because I feel it’s the charity that will do the greatest amount of good per dollar the issue is able to raise for it.</p>
<p>DB: How do you attract such well known contributors to what was, at least initially, an obscure publication?</p>
<p>KGA: I knew a lot of the contributors just through being published in the same magazines and striking up correspondences over the years. For others that I really wanted, I literally just looked up where the poets lived, got their local phone books and called them begging for submissions. Then, probably about half of the poems in the issue were unsolicited.</p>
<p>DB: How do you feel about the quality of material you get from the slush pile these days?</p>
<p>KGA: For our last issue I got something like three thousand submissions, of which I accepted around thirty for the magazine. So, that’s two-thousand-nine-hundred-seventyish personal rejection letters I wrote for one issue. That’s not to say that all of those poems were bad – I just have a very particular aesthetic I look for with Quirk contributions.</p>
<p>DB: What has been the biggest surprise so far in your publishing career?</p>
<p>KGA: A few months ago, I woke up and found a book offer from The New York Quarterly in my inbox along with an Assistant Editor position with the magazine. That was a neat surprise!</p>
<p>DB: Congrats on that!  Will you still continue The Quirk?  Any big developments up the road?</p>
<p>KGA: Yeah, I definitely want to continue it. Actually, my roommate is a graphic design major and is going to be working on The Quirk as his senior project, which means I get a team of four graphic designers essentially interning for the magazine all semester. I’m going to do my best to get the next issue out around May 2010.</p>
<p>DB: How can people contact you for more information?</p>
<p>KGA: Well, my e-mail address is kakbar at purdue dot edu.</p>
<p>DB: Anything else you’d care to share?  Website address?  Words of wisdom?</p>
<p>KGA: Uhm. Well, The Quirk’s website is <a href="http://www.TheQuirk.org" target="new">http://www.TheQuirk.org</a>, and it’d be neat if people went to that. Words of wisdom? Love stuff.</p>


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		<dc:creator>Mel Bosworth</dc:creator>
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<p><em>Portland, Oregon-based artist Joseph P. Kucinski was recently kind enough to chat with me about life as an artist in the Northwest, the affinity of different mediums, the value of competition, and why he won&#8217;t be joining Team Edward anytime soon. Well, never say never. </em></p>
<p><strong>1)  What&#8217;s the art scene like where you live?</strong></p>
<p>The art scene in Portland seems very fractured to me, there is the artist equivalent of a class war. The emerging and grassroots artists seem to stick to their corners of the sandbox as the established artists in town seem to distance themselves from them. I think this is a common problem in most cities and it stems from the fact that the blue chip galleries (albeit dwindling in numbers) don’t show emerging work and don’t seem to have a great deal of interest in building artist communities, only sustaining the older cash heavy ones. Whereas more grassroots operations have a ton of energy and excitement but little financial or media support.</p>
<p>I do however think that this town has a wealth of amazing artists, doing some incredible work. For a small city the quality and production is unlike any other place I’ve lived. We have a bit of work to do on the homogeny side of things but the groundwork is here and I think the future is going to be very exciting for our rain soaked corner of the country, for sure.</p>
<p><strong>2) As a writer, I&#8217;m always interested in how visual artists (although, arguably, writing could be considered a visual art) approach new work. Does it begin with a sketch? A draft? If you would, Mr. Kucinski, talk a bit about your process as a visual artist, how you get from root to fruit.</strong></p>
<p>The thought of writing as a visual art is great, I’ve never thought of it that way, but it makes perfect sense to me. Words and letters always find their way into my paintings. Even besides the inherent meaning, the aesthetic of words and letters can be mesmerizing. Good call.<span id="more-4508"></span></p>
<p>I’ve always been interested mainly in the process rather than the final outcome. I prefer to jump right in to a painting. I seldom draw or sketch an idea out beforehand and try not to have any preconceived notions. I like when a painting can develop its own life and personality through the progression of it. I consider myself some sort of garbage man in a way. I enjoy making a mess, being physical with a painting and then at a certain point cleaning and sifting through the mess to find what’s underneath, pushing back some things and pulling out others. For me this process allows happy accidents to exist, something that I never could have planned or drawn can become the focal point of a piece. I look to emphasize atmosphere in my paintings rather than subject matter, so this process lets me improvise while I go. I guess this is why I’ve always felt an affinity to Jazz music. You have your tools (brushes, canvas, trumpet) and a framework (song, key of c, 4”x 8” canvas) but within that you’re free to roam. That’s my happy place.</p>
<p><strong>3) Who are some of your influences, and also, what are some of your influences? Has a book or a story ever influenced your work?</strong></p>
<p>I’ve always been influenced and inspired by the early modern masters, Picasso, Braque, Klee, Kandinsky, Chagall, it seems a bit cliché but there was so much passion in their paintings. Art was revered back in that time and was life and death for those guys. Their dedication really inspires me, and the fact that there is a wealth of books and info about them only makes it easier to admire. For example, Francoise Gilot’s 1964 book “Life with Picasso” was a huge inspiration, it gave me an early glimpse of life as an artist. Her perspective about Picasso’s paintings and life with him being an artist herself was fascinating. He was a complete asshole but how can you not love the guy? He was art incarnate, everything else was secondary. Another book that had a huge affect on me was Rainer Maria Rilke’s “Letters to a young poet”. That book broke my heart and lit a fire in me simultaneously, his thoughts on the solitary life of an artist, and the importance of that were some sort of validation. The melancholic tone of it was seducing as well, I’ve always had a penchant for a few tears in my wine.</p>
<p><strong>4) What&#8217;s up with vampires? Do you believe in them? And speaking of vampires, have you ever worked with unconventional material? Have you ever painted with blood? Is this a stupid question?</strong></p>
<p>Yeah, I wish I was still in my goth faze I would be eating up all this vampire stuff. I’m not really sure why vampire themes keep coming around, I remember back in the day when I was wearing fake fur coats and listening to The Cure in my medieval themed bedroom I couldn’t get enough of it, I sure hoped they existed. I mean it’s the coolest gang you can be in, you&#8217;re young, beautiful and can do anything you want? Sign me up.</p>
<p>I’ve never used blood, I’ve always stayed pretty conventional with my materials, I’ll sometimes apply paint with unconventional things such as brayers, forks, sticks etc. but I usually stick to basics with my supplies. I guess art school instilled a deep seeded paranoia about archival-ness that stays with me, but blood is how you stay immortal, I might have to try it out.</p>
<p><strong>5) Here, now, 2010, this millennium, do you believe the lines separating different art forms (writing, painting, sculpting, dancing, etc) are blurring? Have they always been blurred, or is there a distinct separation? Is there an unspoken familial bond between all artists, or do painters want to punch poets in the face?</strong></p>
<p>I do think the lines between art forms are blurring. I think technology has allowed us new tools for making artwork, presenting artwork and all around thinking about it. A lot of artists are trying new things, trying to push the envelope and combining different outlets seems to be a natural response. I would have to say that there is a part of me that longs for the time when people stuck to one thing and were content with that, but 2010 being what it is, our attention spans are definitely shorter. Personally, I’m a painter and will always be just that, until I keel over. However, there will always be a familial bond between artists of different mediums, we all have a need to get something out of us, and a common bond because of it. It’s almost easier to get along with artists that aren’t painters, because we&#8217;re not competing. I think painters are the ones I want to punch in the face. I think competition is a good thing, but I think you know what I mean.</p>
<p><strong>Bonus question: What&#8217;s up with that?</strong></p>
<p>“I did it like this, I did it like that, I did it with a whiffleball bat.”</p>
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<p>Check out his Flickr Photostream <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/josephkucinski/">HERE</a>.</p>


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		<title>Interview with Charles Plymell</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>This interview was between Charles Plymell and Catfish McDaris in January of 2010, their last interview can be found on the <a href="http://www.thing.net/~grist/bove/new/cpinterv.htm" target="_blank">Web</a> or in Chiron Review from 1997.</p>
<p><strong>1. If you could have dinner with any 3 people from</strong>&#8230;</p>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This interview was between Charles Plymell and Catfish McDaris in January of 2010, their last interview can be found on the <a href="http://www.thing.net/~grist/bove/new/cpinterv.htm" target="_blank">Web</a> or in Chiron Review from 1997.</p>
<p><strong>1. If you could have dinner with any 3 people from history, who would they be?</strong><img class="alignright" src="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/50/115259494_c2209dc18e.jpg?v=0" alt="" width="187" height="141" /></p>
<p>Descartes, Sappho, and Judas</p>
<p><strong>2. You knew Ginsberg and Burroughs from the early days in San Francisco, NY, and Kansas. How did their writing change as they grew older?</strong></p>
<p>There is tons written about them from scholars and sycophants. I can’t add much. I’m not versed in their works, anyway. After Allen took me to Ferlinghetti’s house, he confided in me that Larry wasn’t really that great a poet. I didn’t think Allen was either. He was studious and a bonafide literary scholar though. He believed in that principal of his and Kerouac’s, the first thought the best thing, which is a good dictum. It worked for him with his famous lines in Howl.</p>
<p>His scholarly side would have changed it knowing it was bathos, over the top hyperbole, but he let it stand and it worked to become his visionary of the “best mind.” So there is that, too in poetry. He nagged me to edit his “TV Baby.” I thought it was a pile of shit and would have tossed the whole thing. After months I chopped it up for him and I think he put it back together and had someone publish it. We never discussed poetry much after that. In his later years I thought he wrote shit. I was with him when he recorded the Vortex Sutra in his Uher Tape Dylan had given him in his VW Guggenheim bought him, etc. So I think he always felt the need to produce. I filled him in on local words of the scenery he wasn’t familiar with. I thought he was just recording it as notes to work on, but no, that was the poem! So I was wrong. They say that was one of his best. I just didn’t understand lines like, “How big a prick has the President” and I thought to myself, well how big a prick has your guru? I bet not as big as Lyndon Johnson’s judging by his ears, but anyway lines like that thrilled his juvenile followers I guess. I never read his later work but heard a record or tape or something that was recorded. I thought it was psychopathic shit. He did bring a bunch of his poems over to the bowling alley coffee shop to go through to publish. We did that having lunch with his stepmother. The book was called “Poems All Over The Place” I can’t recall any of them and don’t have the book. Burroughs on the other hand found a technique that suited the quickness of language for the times. In other words, one could fox trot around all day like in the 19<sup>th</sup> century to make a point or create an image. We exchanged a dream and cut-up when I was printing the NOW magazines. There’s a bit of the text in one of them, so I collaborated with him briefly, but it isn’t documented by Burroughs scholars. I had an affinity with his writing. He “borrowed” a lot from others using Pounds dictum that if you are going to steal it do it well, so it can’t be noticed. He had a lot of other elements to his writing though and became a master, I thought, but said it was hard work. He’d much rather shoot some boards and sell that as great art than write. I thought his art was great too, but that would demand an in-depth study and analysis to make my point.</p>
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<p><strong>3.  How has your writing changed as you’ve grown older?</strong></p>
<p>Oh I don’t know. I just fool around with lines and try to write an essay sometimes to frame something I’m thinking about. I don’t know if there is and literature any more as we used to know it in its various forms and genres. The academe had tried to pretend and keep it going in its historical sense, but most of it is fraudulent. Books are mainly the hard copy of some fool on T V, many politicians. There are very few new ideas or thinking. Poetry and the arts, “Spoken Word”, performance etc. has been labeled by art orgs. and the academe to the point where kids now think that’s where poetry has always come from. Labels are needed to replace talent and invention, to keep things in check. You have to enroll in it, or join the church, etc. there are many scams and rewards and creativity by proxy, etc. It’s somewhat mad compared to how I grew up. So I mainly observe how writing as culture has deteriorated along with the species.</p>
<p><strong>4. Why do you think Kerouac’s words had such an effect on America?</strong></p>
<p>After the war, there were a lot of stupid kids who never got out of their houses and neighborhoods.</p>
<p><strong>5. What do you think about Bukowski and his influence?</strong></p>
<p>He was a loner and a loser and had enormous influence. Honest as a lush and knew the truth as much as one can.</p>
<p><strong>6. Could you describe Ginsberg’s commune outside of Cherry Valley, NY? Who hung out there and what was it like back in the day?</strong></p>
<p>Of course that would fill a book and I think Gordon Ball has written about those days. He came by one time for material. We didn’t live there that long and moved into the village. It flourished for a while but ended in failure of purpose. The last inhabitant I saw there was some Nazi creep who trashed the place and painted swastikas inside. I think Allen liked the Aryan types, but I tried to stay away from it towards its last days.</p>
<p><strong>7. It’s been 12 years, since the Beatnik read, you organized in Cherry Valley, NY and invited me to. Just to name a few of the great poets: Janine Pommy Vega, Anne Waldman, Ed Sanders, David Amram, M.J. Laki, Tommy Tucker, Pam Plymell, Breath Cox, Grant Hart, Linda Lerner, Tony Moffeit, and the late great Ray Bremser, Dave Church, and Mary and Claude Pelieu. Do you think another unforgettable read like that will ever happen?</strong></p>
<p>No. Like Woodstock one flame lights all once. Actually, Breath put that together. She still lives here and is a Beat aficionado. She did a splendid job and I told her I would put the Plymell Machine behind her. Ha! There has been talk of other beat celebrations but nothing has ever materialized. A professor brought his class last year and I got Carl Waldman to open the farm house for them. He teaches a beat course in Oswego.</p>
<p><strong>8. You’ve read with and known some of the greatest poets of our time. Could you extrapolate on a few memorable experiences?</strong></p>
<p>Montreal has been good to me. I was there with Burroughs, Ginsberg, Waldman, Giomo, Mary and Claude Pelieu at the Bibliotec National , in the 70’s. Before we went on stage we were having dinner Ginsberg ordered milk! Burroughs reprimanded him like he didn’t have any sense, saying he didn’t know what milk would do to his throat, etc. Burroughs angrily ordered his vodka. Then a few years ago in Montreal, Thurston Moore and Byron Coley invited me to read and share the stage with them. Thurston had just come off one of his world tours with Sonic Youth. It was at the Spanish Social Club which was real cool and they brought great food in the lavish dining area and had a big enthusiastic crowd in their hall. I was embarrassed that I only read in English, but people received me very well and came around to talk to me and sign autographs etc. So I was treated as an equal star in Montreal. Quite in contrast to reading with Allen one time at Franklin-Marshall College in PA. The professor there was only interested in Ginsberg, as well as the students. I was puzzled, not that I had anything that great to say, but I wondered why they were so enthusiastic about his tabloid shit he was laying down, that anyone could do. I thought about it many times, being the loser on the stage and all I could come up with is that his audience lived such pretentious professional restrained sheltered lives that when they see someone get on stage and speak for them, they go ape shit. It certainly wasn’t good, I thought. I could cut up any tabloid lines about war, sex, politics, and religion and keep them entertained. I still don’t know. I guess I didn’t know how to entertain. I liked it one time Rod McKuen invited me to B.B. King’s club in Times Square. There were a few famous people in the audience and after the reading Rod wouldn’t visit with them until he spent some time with me in his dressing room and gave me a poem he wrote for me. I had a good and very well paid reading last year in the literary festival in Austria. They paid well and paid for everything, for me and my son to accompany me. It was great. The festival people were fine and will come to see me when they visit NY soon. I loved the Alps and would love to live there.</p>
<p><strong>9. What is the most important advice you could give a poet that’s just starting out?</strong></p>
<p>I don’t know if there is poetry as we once knew it anymore or even if there is that “great audience” that poetry organizations like to taut. The best advice is to suck ass or cock and get on tenure track at some English Department and practice line breaks-descriptions like workshop poetry. I just looked at a poem today of C.K. Williams in the New Yorker. He is a tenured poet at Princeton. Someone bought a house across the street here and brought his father to visit who told me he was on the board of Poetry Foundation that just gave C. K. Williams a hundred grand! That’s just one of the awards and grants he has gotten for knowing the right people I guess or whatever is necessary for those skills. It doesn’t have anything to do with poetry as I knew it, but it certainly beats my 700 bucks a month social security. One could try to be famous but there is no Time/Life to help that has worked in the past. Maybe a Reality Show? There isn’t much else in words and poetry that hasn’t become meaningless. Wasn’t  it Buk who said poetry is what poets write. So there you go. The rest is a con, a legal fraud but necessary for success.</p>
<p><strong>10.  Please name the 3 poets, you consider the greatest of all time and explain why?</strong></p>
<p>Willy The Shake of course because he spoke so everyone could hear. Pound because he had a singular vision that rendered him mad. Sappho because she liked pussy and cried because her bird died.</p>
<p><strong>11.  If a classic car genie came out of a magic lamp and gave you 3 wishes of any car you wanted. What cars would you choose and why?</strong></p>
<p>A Bently because of quality. Or a 1950 Roadmaster Buick convertible because of leather seat smell and chrome. Or a 1952 Caddy convertible with Continental kit because it was the one Hank Williams died in the backseat. Or a Mustang because of Sally.</p>
<p>When I called you out of the blue to do this interview, you said, “ Catfish, I’ve always got your back.” That to me, means my writing hasn’t been meaningless.  As they say in Spanish, “Mil gracias mi  buen amigo.”</p>
<p><em>Catfish McDaris can be contacted via <a href="http://www.facebook.com/people/Catfish-McDaris/100000031947911" target="_blank">Facebook.</a></em></p>
<hr />Further reading/viewing/hearing:</p>
<p>Belinda Subraman produced a fine video using some of interviewer Catfish McDaris&#8217;s words. Enjoy.</p>
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		<title>Interview with Mathias Nelson</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 10 Jan 2010 14:40:08 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>David Blaine</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>Nadine Sellers has interviewed a writer of interest named Mathias Nelson, here is the dura matter of it all. Adjectives would only dilute the effect of reading him.</p>
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<p>Q: You are poet, chronicler of current condition, a sum total&#8230;</p>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Nadine Sellers has interviewed a writer of interest named Mathias Nelson, here is the dura matter of it all. Adjectives would only dilute the effect of reading him.</p>
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<p>Q: You are poet, chronicler of current condition, a sum total of careful examination; when did you first realize the stirrings of wordsmithing?</p>
<p>A:  In High School, during class I’d sit and think of short stories and jot down outlines in my notebook while the teachers talked their talk.  Then at the end of the day I’d go home, smoke a little reefer, and get to writing.  It came out really slow, because I was high, but that elevated feeling of consciousness really made me feel as though I was doing something terrific (I wasn’t. I write sober now, maybe because I’ve never tried coke?).  In English class we were given a choice of three different assignments, one of them being to write a short story.  I was the only one that handed in a story (one of the many that I had on hand, so it was a free grade).  I glanced at the teacher as he read it at his desk.  By the time he was done, hunched forward with his head in his hand and his mouth open like some idiot, he scowled and gave me this piercing, awestruck look, and it freaked me the hell out for a moment.  I quickly looked away, but couldn’t get the image out of my head.  That’s when I knew, when he looked at me like that, that something was going on.  I didn’t love it yet, though.  That came later.  I could have dropped it back then, but not now.</p>
<p>As for poetry, recently some of my best poems have been coming to me in dreams.  I’ll dream of writing, wake up, and hold onto what I wrote in the dream.  Notebook by the bed, I get it down.  That’s a good feeling.</p>
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<p>Q:  As Alberto Rios said, &#8220;The worst thing a writer can do is think&#8221;, you are tapping the purest source by jotting down your dream writings.  It takes applied discipline to keep pen and paper by the bedside, and self discipline to act upon the free state of altered consciousness.  Many a writer is relegated to mediocrity by self censoring and curtailing inspiration through analyzing or reacting to some perceived literary fault.  In your writing comes a sense of spontaneity, almost innocence of discovery.</p>
<p>A:  It depends if the person is thinking honestly or just trying to be accepted.  Right.  Honesty is the key, at first, but a person also has to have a certain intuition, and if that doesn’t also come naturally then they’re in trouble.  Anyone who reads my writing will have to be open to anything, but I naturally don’t take things overboard.  I once wrote a poem where Sharon Olds gave me a blowjob, and I think it’s one of my best.  I didn’t get disgusting about it, didn’t take it overboard.  I’ve written about burning racists, cannibalism, and the moon being the hole out of God’s ass.  “Controversial” subjects, but I don’t delve into them in such a way that a sicko might, that’s where writers have to use intuition with their honesty, to not just come off like a total weirdo, and that is important if you want your words to be read.  Intuition cuts redundancies.  The writing comes out right, most of the time, because I don’t force it, and if it doesn’t I usually throw it away when I get the bravado.</p>
<p>On discovery: Yes, I discover a lot through writing.  Right now I enjoy “confessional” poetry.  When I pick up a book by another author it’s like an intimate conversation with a smart individual (if they’ve really got it, otherwise I just sit there like a prick and judge their craft).  I’ve learned much more important things through poetry than through schooling.  I feel like I know the authors when I’ve read their body of work.  It’s a beautiful thing for outcasts, or anyone who wants to grow a mind.  Finding your voice in writing is the same as finding out who you are as a person.  All of those different perspectives that you’ve studied partially shape your person, help you to grow, just like experiences in life.  And with it all comes empathy, which I think is the most important thing.</p>
<p>Q: The fruits of wrath could describe so much of youth, from your writings I gather an indelible truth about the disenchanted; can you relate instances which led you to write about disillusionment, yours or everyone else&#8217;s?</p>
<p>A: I’ve related love to a form of retardation.  I see so many people doing things that they hate to do in order to please the ones they love, and to me that’s ridiculous and should be unnecessary.  Changing their appearance, or the way they act, changing who they are, or trying to earn the other’s love through money.  And of course religion.  People who like to fancy themselves a certain brand of religion—that gives me the sick giggles.  I don’t feel the need to elaborate, and hopefully I shouldn’t have to.  There seems to be a veil over everything in the world.  Like summer, for instance, when everything is pretty and green, there are terrible things going on, unnoticed.  I don’t want to take this answer too far.  Unfortunately, I get a little disgusted.</p>
<p>Q: In several of your poems, the reader finds a wide spectrum of emotional range, about 7 octaves of reactions.  From tears to laughter, tenderness to violence, you leave not a brain cell unstirred.  Did your youth provide you with such material as to elicit so much feeling?</p>
<p>A: When I was very young, I think right before Kindergarten, I developed a certain hair condition that made my hair fall out in clumps.  My scalp would literally flake off, but it wasn’t like dandruff, it was deeper than that.  Like maple seeds, groups of hairs would helicopter down to the ground, weighed down by a chunk of my head.  I clearly remember pulling it out on my own, and laughing my ass off, unknowing that it would never grow back.  It was like pulling grass.  So pretty much my entire life I’ve had these bald spots on each upper side of my head, which I’ve tentatively covered by parting my hair down the middle.  Elementary school was hellish to me.  I was terrified that the kids would find out that I had bald spots (they are not small), because they would undoubtedly heckle me for the rest of my life (so I thought).  I was unaware of hair gels or sprays that would help me to part my hair and cover the spots, so I used to sleep in certain positions at night to mold my hair, to press it into place.  For the most part I did okay.  The wind was my enemy.  I feared rain.  Didn’t go swimming.  Kids would try to mess up my hair and I’d have to fight them off for what would normally be a silly, unimportant thing.  I remember one boy that was relentless, like his whole day revolved around fucking with my hair.  I had to resort to choking him with a cast that I had around my forearm.</p>
<p>That constant trepidation helped me to develop empathy for other kids with problems that were a constant source of embarrassment for them.  I left the inferior alone, which says quite a bit at that age, because most little kids, like it or not, are mean as hell when it comes to taunting.  It all sounds silly now that I’m grown up, but back then it was a huge deal.  So I’ve pretty much always had a ‘You leave me alone, I’ll leave you alone’ attitude.  I’ve also been stuck with this goofy hairdo.  Sometimes when I wake up in the morning I look like the old Dracula from the Francis Ford Coppola movie.  It grew on me though.  Plus I discovered hairspray, so I’m okay.</p>
<p>Of course there were a lot of other things that elicited a lot of feeling in me at a young age.  My older brother, six years older than me, let me hang around him and his friends.  I was drinking 40ozs in elementary school (some of the funnest times of my life)—it made me mature a lot faster than the other kids, because I just didn’t find the things kids my age were doing fun anymore.  I hung around my brother whenever I could, but of course he’d go off to parties and what not and I’d be left back at the house, too exposed to the things older kids do to want to hangout with kids my own age.  Being alone teaches a person a lot.  All that time to think, I had no choice but to be a dreamer.</p>
<p>My mother was also overly protective, a peculiar lady riddled with anxiety.  We lived on the busiest street in the city.  Behind our house was the railroad tracks; in front of our house was this busy street; sometimes it’d take us ten minutes just to get the car out of the driveway.  All the other kids were on the other side of that street, and I wasn’t allowed to cross it on my own, so I rarely did.  By middle school I was a little pothead loner, drinking too much already, courtesy of my bro and his friends, but I don’t blame or scorn them for it.  It was my company in silence.   It felt like I was made to be an observer.  When I got around people I didn’t even feel like talking.  It was all blah blah.  Silence had grown on me, I had learned to love it.  I watched people when I had to, took it all in, and now I write it down, try to make the blah blah interesting.</p>
<p>Q:  So the view from both sides of the street gives you a wider glimpse at the rest of the world.  Now can you tell how you grew to enjoy the vivisection of family life in black and white, in monotone for headphone, in palpable poetry.</p>
<p>A:  I can’t say that it gave me a wider glimpse of the rest of the world in the living sense, but certainly in the imaginative sense.  And I can’t really say I enjoy the vivisection of family life.  I write it because it happened, and often times I feel bad about it because I don’t want a family member to read a poem I wrote and become offended (although if it happened it happened, and hopefully they will be mature enough to accept it).  But I am glad when it comes out in a way that someone can relate or simply sit back and enjoy.  I would write more nice things about family, but that stuff just isn’t interesting to me.  I like to examine the darker parts of life.  My parents were like any other young couple in that they had their moments in the hot hot sun, just more extreme and completely insane in some cases, not to mention weird.</p>
<p>Q: Notable venues have embraced your writings, will you answer opportunity when it knocks on your abode?</p>
<p>A: I certainly will answer opportunity, given that it&#8217;s the right route.  I better, because I don’t seem to have any other talents, besides being a prick.</p>
<p>Starting to think about publishing a book, but I just haven’t yet.  A few magazines I&#8217;m scheduled to be published in are Rattle, Paraphernalia Quarterly, Zygote In My Coffee, and The New York Quarterly.</p>
<p>Mathias Nelson writes from Wisconsin.</p>
<p>Nadine Sellers lives and writes in the rural Midwest but has never forgotten her French roots.  Her work has been featured widely in both English and French, most recently at Up the Staircase, Full of Crow, Hobocamp, Prate Interviews, Nebo Literary Journal, Traction-Brabant, and Saintes Revue.</p>


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